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Dear Landlord

Posted: March 11, 2012 in Anger, housing, Landlords, Renting, Uncategorized

Dear landlord,

Why do you have no empathy? Has greed muddied your soul?

I am once again (well, still) angry with landlords in general. Bad experience looking at perfect house yesterday. Details to come, but the dude talked a lot about the CIA and Nazis and Jews. Gave me a creepy feeling but I still wanted the place, it was too awesomely perfect for me. Asshole calls one hour into “Game Change” and tells me the owner decided on someone else, no reason given.

Landlords are an unusual bunch. They care more for their properties than the tenants… You know, human beings. Landlords are a lot like lawyers, a tad sociopathic. My current landlord is a lawyer, double asshole landlord. 50 days to find a place to live in a tight rural community with a lot of secrets.

Fuck it. That’s it for now.

My Mom died, my landlady gives me notice, no homes for rent that take pets, i have a tooth abscess.  i have no narcotics.  i have to get rid of my 2 senior cats and move in with elderly former Marine Dad who does not speak much.  I talk from the second I get up.  This will be interestingly horrific.

great song, great video100 Little Curses

Anger Is A Gift

Posted: February 20, 2012 in Anger, Philosophy, Uncategorized
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I really embrace my anger as a gift.  It energizes and motivates me.  Anger is a gift.  I channel my anger into words on paper.  I get rid of my Rage when I write.

It.

Calms.

Me.

Down.

Anger is a Gift.  Cherish your anger.  Create with the energy your Anger has given you.  Rage fuels creativity as much as sadness.

Embrace your Anger.  It is a gift.  It is fuel.

Peace.

My Mom has end-stage lung cancer.  Dealing with this fucking medical system is like banging your head against a bed of nails.

The full force of my anger will be forthcoming as I have to keep it together for Mom and Dad right now.  I have never been so fucking pissed in all my life.  Just one example (before the fury is unleashed):  Mom needed O2, got an order and the O2 dude drives down a huge van w/ O2 tanks and hospital beds.  He asks if we will need a bed, I say YES, he says he will make a call….  no can do….  no fucking order from the absentee doctor….  so Mom had to writhe in pain and agony waiting for some doctor somewhere to write the order, it then gets faxed somewhere then faxed back approving or not, and then it will be delivered.  5 P.M. Friday afternoon we got the bad and are really happy about it but I am ENRAGED that the same bed in the driveway one day could not be delivered due to ‘paperwork’….  screw the suffering, dying patient.  Welcome to FUCK YOU medicine, Amerikan style.

Oh, I am a physician, my Father is a physician, my Mother is a Nurse.  There ya fuckin’ have it.

The American way:  NO EMPATHY, NO COMPASSION, NO CARE, PURE GREED, PURE SELFISHNESS.

And to that I say, FUCK IT ALL.

Don’t fuck with my Mom, fuckers.

(this is just a preview of my RAGE)…….  stay tuned.

This is an interesting take on Newton.

Newt Gingrich’s ‘Heart of Darkness’ – Opinion – Al Jazeera English.

I’m Reading What???

Posted: December 13, 2011 in Uncategorized
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I am reading The Book of Mormon.  I am reading it as I would any other book, from the beginning.  I am attempting to understand this curious religion.  My copy of the ‘Book’ has been travelling with me since the mid-90s.  

i lived in Pittsburgh and on an April 15th I was walking my tax return to the post box.  Sitting atop the post box was a Book of Mormon.  I took it.  I am an atheist and have always been fascinated by all religions.  So, this promises to be an interesting read.  What DOES Mitt believe?  I want to know.  Do you?

Very soon, on this blog, I will DUMP what has been zinging around my brain lately.  Intense zinging.  The DUMP promises to be something.  Just not sure what until the words start pouring into my fingertips tapping on the keyboard.  Expect it.  It is certain to include rants on empathy (lack of in this country), the Occupy Movement, and just stuff that has been zinging sharply of late.

The Universal Declaration of Human Rights.

I believe strongly in this declaration.

The Psychology of Stupidity // Current TV.

Quite a read.  All I can say is….  GOT SCIENCE?